Finally, a breathing space, still its limited...

You know when I don't blog for a long time, I'm intensely busy. Even busier then those days that I blog complains on my blog...

I needed this breathing space anywayz...

sigh... I miss Dominic...
alot...

Haha... He actually hugged me 3 times on monday!!
I was speechless...

I needed that hug though... My brain has been ransacked and reformatted these few fortnights... as though something dormant has finally awoken in me...

I've spent hours staring into blank space wondering and asking questions... that nobody could answer except myself...
... its been too long... far too long...

from the time I created this blog, until now..... I believe, the ice age is over...


am I dillusional? I guess I am... but I love him.
More then anything on this earth....

His hair.. his smile.. his eyes... his face.... his hug...






... i don't know why i'm crying...